Will you look at the calendar, it's that time of the year again!
Nobody in the world (or at least very few people in the world) love this game more than I do. The base game, the mod and modding itself are all important parts of my life. I'm planning to get a tattoo in honour of it, no joke.
But that's not the case 365 days a year. Usually after a few months of very, very intense passion, I suddenly lose interest in the game and in pirates for the time being. Then I drift away to the Sims 4 or Greek Mythology or something like that. Until I wake up some day - usually in the early summer, the association is strong - and feel the itch.
But this game isn't easy to take breaks, I can't just drop in and out like that.
First reason is the question of relevance. There's always talk about moving to a different engine or creating a new game altogether, which honestly scares me, because I'm the kind who doesn't like too much change. I don't want to be left alone with it in a way.
Second reason is how I have to re-install, set up everything new, make all the adjustements ranging from personalised controls to modding stuff I made and so on. All the files and codes and folders almost scare me off after this long break. Last year, I have learned and achieved so much, it would make it even more difficult to re-learn everything.
And an important addition to the second reason: I moved out from where the computer with everything on it is. It's all there, I'm still nearby, I often visit but I don't live there and I don't own the computer. And when I moved, I only brought a very, very old laptop with me. This means before I could even think of playing and/or modding regularly and intensely, I'd have to buy a new computer. Which is planned for this year and is not really a question of money, but a question of time and commitment and logistics and so on...
Anyway, take this as a "hello" and as a "I miss you" and as something I just needed to say right now.